What a day!

Yesterday was quite the hectic day. Yay for crazy Tuesdays.

Rachel and I started with a wonderful breakfast at Lacoste. As the bakery is closed now, it was Rachel’s first and last time eating there. Mmm, croissants!

Then Katie and I had a 9:15 meeting (during 1st period) with the guidance counselor Eric Sturgis (new staff member this year). We are trying to make it possible for kids to be in orchestra or choir (and eventually band) all 4 years of high school. Katie mapped out a 4-year plan with which students can meet all of their requirements AND take orchestra AND have room for a couple electives. We discussed a few things with Eric (in order to make it work we had to push a couple suggested freshman/sophomore classes to sophomore/junior year), and it looks like it could work! Of course it has its limitations, but it’s a good starting point so we can hopefully avoid some of the issues we’ve been having with getting kids into orchestra.  The guidance office will be able to use this 4-year plan when advising music students!

2nd period was orchestra, and we had a fun time reading through a Mendelssohn Hymne; a church in Basel is having an organ dedication in October and they asked if we could supply some string players to accompany their choir on the Mendelssohn!

3rd and 4th periods I went crazy printing out maps and writing driving directions to Riehen, emailing 11 teachers about pulling students from their classes for lessons and orchestra, and emailing parents to ask if they indeed wanted lessons for their kids.

I ate a quick lunch while finishing up those emails, then had a quick chat with my independent study student at the beginning of 5th period.

Then the real stress started! I drove to Riehen, Switzerland (barely over the border, just 30 minutes away) to pick up a couple cellos from the rental place. I had to take the school car since I don’t have a car of my own. The school car has a kind of weird clutch, and 2nd gear never feels quite right, but I think I’m getting used to it. I managed to find the music shop without a GPS, though I missed a turn at one point because the street wasn’t clearly labeled.

Then I spent the next hour in the shop talking with the rental guy in German about insurance and the specifics about renting an instrument through the school. I now know more about insurance than I ever knew in the US. At the end, I walked out of the shop with 2 cellos and a signed piece of paper in case the border guards questioned me about the cellos (they weren’t even there, so it didn’t matter in the end). My head was steaming from thinking in German so long! The good news is, I can understand almost anything someone says to me in High German if they speak slowly enough and if I have a context and a general knowledge of the vocabulary of that particular subject. I couldn’t always form my own sentences quickly enough and said things in the wrong order sometimes (and realized it immediately after the words came out of my mouth), but communication is becoming easier.

I got back to the school with the cellos and had about half an hour to breathe before the next thing, which was Intermediate Orchestra! It was our first rehearsal, and I had 3 kids, though I should have at least 2 more (one may have misunderstood the start date, and one is on vacation). It should be a good group!

Then I went for a quick run to blow off some steam and relieve stress.

And finally, it was time for Taco Tuesday! Rachel and I made tacos because she was trying to get rid of the huge batch of salsa she made last week. Unfortunately, salsa strengthens with age. After eating most of her taco salad, Rachel said the spiciness was equivalent to eating Blazin’ wings at BWWs. I didn’t think it was quite that hot, but then again, I only had the salsa in the meat, and Rachel scooped some extra salsa on top of everything. I had seconds!

Finally, it was time to relax – I wrote out violin parts from a viola part for the Mendelssohn Hymne, then caught up on emails!

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Chillin’ & Grillin’

To kick off the year, student council hosts a Friday afternoon hang-out time after the first week of school.

The kids played games in the gym . . .

Musical chairs revised

not quite musical chairs

6 people in the middle; when the music starts they pull a person up & sit down in his/her place. Everyone left standing when the music stops is out.

Wheelbarrow race / spin 7x on a bat / carry a person back

wheelbarrow

A wheelbarrow pair hurries down the gym. This became much more interesting when 1 person had to have a blindfold on!

bat spin

A few people fell over after this part of the race!

one guy carries another on his back

It was surprisingly hard for some of the pairs to make it back to the start. I'm not sure if it was the lopsided weight on their back or their own dizziness after spinning on the bat 7 times.

Texas Square Dance

texas square dance

It's really confusing to explain.... they had fun......

 Spectators

RAs and dorm parents cheered their dorm kids on from the bleachers. It was a pretty entertaining sight!

After the crazy running around, everyone went to the auditorium & watched an RA movie & played The Price is Right, then ate dinner & went home. It was a fun way to start the school year!

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Roots

I come from a very stable background; I lived in the same house my entire life.

Most of the kids at BFA have a very different view of what “stable” means. To them, it might mean staying in the same place for two years; keeping a pet while moving to a new house; having the same teacher for 3 years in a row; moving across town instead of moving to a new country.

grassrootsWhere do they find their roots? Definitely not in a house, not in a city or town, not even in a state; many cannot even feel at home in a single country. Their roots are not in locations; they are grounded in relationships.

In talking with another teacher, we realized that they are not willing or eager to commit to a group, team, or even sometimes to God. They are also hesitant to open themselves up and let themselves be known. Could this be because they don’t want to put in roots? Or could it be because every time they got involved in something, they had to leave it? Every time they really got to know and love someone, either they or that person moved away; why then would they want to develop a new relationship if they have to tear their heart out when they move again? Or could it be that the people in their lives have not been committed to them?

Starting the high school orchestra has been difficult because the kids are not yet committed to the group. Yes, there are scheduling reasons why some kids cannot get in, but for others it is a matter of priority. Their personal priorities lie elsewhere, and they do not have a strong urge to help the group because it will mean they lose out on something they consider more important in their own lives.

Even in starting the beginning orchestra we had difficulty securing commitments. Almost nobody was willing last spring to agree to something that would happen this fall! The waves of indecision – even this week! – have made it impossible to plan in advance for what this year will look like.

Can you blame them? Not completely. In a small school, every person is needed to fill out teams and activities. If every student (and every teacher for that matter) participated in every activity he or she could do, we would all be wiped out by the end of the first year. We do have to prioritize, and we cannot belong to every group. Most of my string students are highly motivated academically (several AP classes apiece) and participate in at least one sport. They like doing group things, but they spread themselves thin. They do a little bit of everything without taking root in any one activity.

So what is a teacher of a group-dependent class supposed to do? I may get kids excited about being in orchestra, but what if they are only joining because they like me? What if they quit when I leave? I do not want the orchestra to die when I leave. I want those kids to love being in orchestra because of how it feels to play in a group and learn from others. I want them to get that same feeling of loyalty that made me step onto the sweltering football field for band camp, or put on the horribly ugly orchestra dresses before a concert. I want them to be so enthusiastic about orchestra that they would stay in the class even if they had the most horrible teacher in the world. I want them to feel that they are part of something bigger than themselves.

Some of them will commit to the group. If TCKs form roots in relationships, can they build a tight enough network of friendships within the group to outlast a change in teachers, however many years down the road that may be?

Only God knows, and only time will tell.

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Ahh, that’s more like it!

After wandering around the school the past 2 weeks with NO students around, the emptiness has finally been filled! They’re back!

Today we had our Opening Ceremony. I’ll let the pictures speak for themselves.

teachers lined up

The teachers lined up to enter the auditorium

seniors with flags

The seniors wait eagerly to enter the auditorium for the procession of flags

program

Program for the Opening Ceremony

The “Welcome and Address” from the director came in a rather unexpected way. we all looked up as a large black blob in the rafters began to move, almost like a bat attempting to unfurl its black wings in the shadows of a cave. Suddenly, “Mission Impossible” started playing, and a rope dropped out of the black sack. A bit more wiggling, and a foot appeared!

director appears

Phil Peters appeared and rappelled down from the rafters

Phil peters speech

He then brushed himself off and stepped up to the podium for his welcoming address.

One of my favorite parts of the ceremony was when Haesook Won did the role call of nations. She read off all of the 52 countries to which students belong (either they lived there, their parents are working there, or they have a passport for that country).  As she read off the names, the students who identified themselves with those countries stood up and cheered.  This is BFA: a school where the kids identify with many different places, but resonate most strongly not with locations but with people and relationships.

After the Opening Ceremony we had an announcement session that lasted into lunch time, class meetings DURING lunch (I attended the Junior Class meeting now that I’m a Junior Class Sponsor), a rotation in which students visit various stations (extracurricular sign-up, yearbook photo, textbooks, and schedule changes), and then a quick “school day” consisting of 8-minute classes. It was a busy day and I’m looking forward to tomorrow’s normal schedule! Oh wait, I have bus duty in the morning…

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Brötchen and Fish Tails

This week at All Staff Conference, Phil Peters (BFA’s interim director) talked about the time Jesus fed the 5,000 men that came out to hear him preach. He examined the story in such a way that gave us a new perspective.

He speculated that the disciples probably looked at the little kid’s lunch and imagined dividing it among the crowds. Just dividing it among the disciples might leave one with half a Brötchen (German word for roll) and a fish tail. That disciple would take it to his assigned crowd and begin to hand it out – “Now don’t take to much – you can get a breadcrumb . . . and maybe a strand from this fish tail.”

Without Jesus, that’s as much sustenance as the crowds could have gotten from that boy’s lunch. Jesus changes everything. Instead of getting a couple measly crumbs, the crowds ate until they were fully satisfied!

Phil left us with an easy way to remember that God is working even when things seem impossible. Here it is: M&M – Means and Might. We are the means, God is the might.

Last night I was praying for the orchestras and wondering what they would look like this year. I realized that when I stepped into BFA last fall, God handed me a small Brötchen and a piece of fish, my two lovely orchestra girls first semester. I looked at them and wondered how I could call them an orchestra, just as the disciples wondered how they could call that a meal for over 5000 people.

We had 5 kids second semester (plus 2 more who came when they could).  That was the beginning of growth.

This year we have 3 orchestras. Each one may be small, but it looks to me like Jesus is taking that little lunch and turning it into a feast for the crowds.

The crowds may have come to satisfy their own bellies, the REAL reason Jesus fed them was to show them that He is the Bread of Life. He alone can provide eternal food. It is my prayer that these orchestras will not merely be places of musical growth, but of spiritual growth.

Furthermore, as people see these orchestras grow, I pray that they will not think “Wow, look at what that music teacher did” but “Wow, look at how God did the impossible at BFA.” Feeding 5000 people is not a magic trick; it’s God’s might working through the means of the disciples and the boy’s lunch. Creating an orchestra is not something that I can do. I trust that if  God wants me to be His means, He will be my might.

I’m willing. Pass the Brötchen!

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Christian Philosophy of Education

Teachers at BFA are required to get ACSI (Association of Christian Schools International) training and certification. As part of the  certification process, we have to read 5 books and write a paper. Throughout last school year, I plugged through the books. This week I finally sat down to write the paper! The wonderfully vague prompt was as follows: “Write approximately six typed pages on your personal understanding of the crucial elements of a Christian philosophy of education.”

Here it is, should you care to read it. If you don’t want to read it, just celebrate with me that it is done!

ACSI philosophy paper

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Cleaning up

On Monday I did a bunch of laundry for the TeachBeyond English Camps that had been going on this summer. After piles upon piles of flat sheets, fitted sheets, duvet covers, pillow cases, big towels, face towels, and wash cloths, I was pretty tired out. It was rewarding to get them all packed away, though.

Laundry machines

The washing machines and dryers were bumping along for several hours in this room! Now I know how the RAs feel when they do laundry for 25 teenage boys....

folded laundry

Here is a small sampling of the stacks of sheets.

The rest of this week I’ve been getting stuff ready for the coming year. On Thursday, I went to the violin repair shop in Staufen with one of my students and her mom. I had some bows to rehair, and she is looking to buy a new violin. I helped her evaluate the violins and discuss the various options. After going to the shop, we stopped at a nice little cafe in Staufen!

Cafe Decker

Cafe Decker has excellent ice cream, Eiskaffee, and chocolate cake. We all enjoyed ourselves here.

view of bridge as we ate

We ate outside; we had a view of this scenic little bridge over the creek.

This week I had wanted to get a new bookshelf so my big binders could stand upright and not slide around in little messy piles. Katie heard my plea for a new bookshelf and mentioned that she had one sitting in her basement that would work! Today I went up to her apartment and checked it out. It was good.

carrying book shelf

We carried her old bookshelf across town. It's a good thing it didn't rain this morning!

new bookshelf's home

Here is the new home for the bookshelf. The binders fit much better there - and I have plenty more room to expand! I'm planning on putting some ivy on top of the shelf.

pictures and cards

Behind Gustav's ghastly face is a thing of beauty. Or it will be. I plan to clip pictures and cards on the ribbon to have my good memories accessible to everyone! Right now it just looks like a tornado threw a bunch of pieces of paper against the wall.

poster

On the wall you can see my new black and red poster. It reads "Music gives wings to the mind and flight to the imagination."

studio door

I found this random inspirational piece of a book cover and stuck it on my door. "Every individual matters; Every individual has a role to play. Every individual makes a difference, And we have a choice: What sort of difference do we want to make?

Amidst the redecorating, I have been making plans for high school orchestra, intermediate orchestra, and beginning orchestra! Though the number of students currently signed up for high school orchestra is only 4, I will be having a few kids come into orchestra twice a week or so. There is much up in the air right now. Nothing will be official until the second week of classes when kids can no longer change their schedules! I also don’t know how many kids will be doing the beginning orchestra, since many parents were unsure at the end of last school year. Next week I’ll be calling lots of parents to finalize my numbers!

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Settling back in

I’ve barely landed back in Germany, and I’m jumping right back into the swing of things!

Visit!

Abby (my friend from high school) and Chris (her boyfriend) came to visit, which was really exciting. I got to show them around town, and we hung out and did silly things.

Sperrmuell toilet

We found this toilet sitting outside someone's house. It was Sperrmuell time!

pretend hostage

Chris (evil masked bandit) tied Abby (helpless maiden) to the train tracks. Creepy!

Redecorating

Rachel and I decided we wanted to make our bedrooms more homey. We wanted them to feel like our own, and we didn’t exactly feel that way by using whatever linens we could gather from the various hiding places in the house. I for one never felt like my bed was quite my own when sleeping under a bright orange and red duvet cover. I prefer more subtle colors, like blue. I like blue. I had tried covering the orange with my blue fleece blanket, but it never quite worked.

So Rachel and I went to Lörrach with Andrea Field; she originally took us there to look in a fun little jewelry shop, but when she found out we were looking for new duvet covers she helped us find a place that sold some for a reasonable price. We found some that matched our rooms perfectly! And it’s hard to match my room perfectly because my walls are yellow and lavender. Strange, I know, but I kind of like the yellow. It reminds me of sunshine, which is good because we don’t see much of the real stuff in the winter.

my bed

I like my bed now! It even matches my map of Europe and the random giraffe poster from the elementary school!

my room

The chair on the left was previously in the living room, but now it actually matches my room! This half of the room looks great - you just can't see the yellow wall from that side.

Hiking

I hiked up to Hoch Blauen yesterday, because what would a weekend be without a hike up a mountain? There were some hang gliders up there; I think it must have been a Verein (club).

hang gliders

Hang gliders preparing to fly

taking off

This hang glider takes off. Free as a bird!

After watching 3 men launch their gliders, I sat down to read a book while roasting my arms and legs in the sun. There were clusters of them floating around in the air – every time I looked up from my book I saw another!

floating

They floated around for a couple hours. Must be a great view up there.

Reading

My relaxing reading started on the plane with All Quiet on the Western Front. I finished that up on the mountain. Yesterday I went to the local bookstore and ordered the German version of the same book (it was originally written in German). It’s called Im Westen Nichts Neues (Nothing new in the West). They didn’t have that in stock, but they did have a kids’ book I wanted! I had grown up reading the Three Investigators series, and there’s a German version – Die Drei ??? (The Three Question Marks).

Die Drei Fragezeichen

Die Drei Fragezeichen (The 3 Question Marks): Feuer in Rocky Beach (Fire in Rocky Beach)

It’s a kids’ version – 8 years old and up! I can understand everything, though I have to look up a few words in each paragraph. I’m making significant headway – I’m already on page 55!

Church

In some churches, you go away and come back and nobody notices you’re gone. I didn’t feel that way today when I stepped into the FeG Kandern. They noticed I was back, although I think part of the reason was that I was interviewed for the church newsletter, “Pinnwand.” Just before leaving Germany, the pastor’s wife had sent me a questionnaire, which I filled out in German and sent back to her that week. She proofread it, and the edition of Pinnwand was published last week. Several people came up to me today to comment on it or to thank me for playing violin in the service.

Pinnwand interview

Here's my interview. If you can read German, click on the picture to make it bigger. If not, read the translation below.

Here’s a rough translation of my interview:

My name is Jill Musick and I play music! I was born on October 29 near Chicago. After my graduation from Wheaton College in 2009 with a Bachelor of Music Education, I came to Kandern. I direct the orchestra and give violin, viola, and cello lessons at Black Forest Academy. I’ve been coming to FeG Kandern since August 2009. I am happy to come to church and feel comfortable here.

1. What have you laughed about recently?

I laugh every day! Sometimes I laugh at the jokes of other teachers, my students, and Brian Regen, but I mostly laugh at myself. For example: Last week I painted while climbing, did oil changes, and played Tuba. Funny, isn’t it?

2. With whom and why would you change places for a week – just for fun?

I would like to change places with a Gelber Sack factory worker. I am curious what happens with the yellow sacks each month! [Note: Gelber Sacks are the recycling bags here]

3. Can you remember how you came to Christ?

I became a Christian as a child. Every evening my parents read the Bible to my brothers and me. We discussed the Bible and I understood the Gospel from an early age.

4. What is your pet peeve?

I can’t stand it when people chew with their mouths open.

5. What book, besides the Bible, has especially helped you grow as a person?

“One Thing you Can’t Do in Heaven” by Mark Cahill, and “Mere Christianity” by C.S. Lewis

6. Where is your favorite place to sit in the church service?

I like to sit in the middle – near enough to see everything.

7. What would you do if you had an unexpected free evening?

I would go for a hike, play violin, and read a good book.

8. Who is a role model in the faith for you and why?

My parents. They have shown me how to live their whole lives for Christ, not for themselves.

9. What do only a few people know about you?

I’m planning to run a marathon in September. [I think lots of people in the US already knew that, but I hadn't really told anyone in the church. The subject just didn't come up.]

10. What is your greatest dream for the future?

To follow God with my whole heart, wherever He leads.

11. Do you have any tips on how to make prayer and Bible reading more interesting?

Pray in a group. Listen to God. Wait on God, don’t be hasty. Memorize Bible verses so you can always reflect on God’s Word. If you don’t feel God, know that He is there, whether or not you feel Him.

12. What would you do with a million Euros?

I would set up a scholarship for MKs so they could study at American colleges & universities.

13. What makes you happy?

I’m content with the small things: Spending time with friends, hiking with friends, books, music, smiling, laughing, animals, etc.

14. Whom would you like to say a special “thank you” in this space?

My parents, but they don’t understand German and aren’t here! [although now they can read this] I think God for my parents. I think God that He brought me here.

15. Which of these questions was the hardest for you to answer and why was this so?

No. 2 because I’m already happy. I want to stay in my own life. Also No. 1 because I always laugh, but I don’t know why!

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Conversation and Summer Memories

To my family and friends: I just want to express my appreciation for all the time and prayers you have invested in me. I feel unworthy of all the amazingly supportive friends I have! God has truly blessed me with lasting relationships. Thank you for sharing my summer and making it rich.

The summer was full of conversations; you all touched me and helped me process my thoughts and emotions as I spent my first summer “visiting” my “home.” Whether it was a 5 minute conversation in which you asked me “How’s Germany?” or a 10-hour talk about major decisions, I appreciated your time and I wish we could have had more! Each person allowed me to view my experiences in a different light, so I am grateful for each and every one of you.

Mom, Dad, David, Erich, Ellen, Buddy (!), the Kunzeman family, Katie R., Dan S., Summer H., Shannon & Eddie E., Kristin K., Carol K., Jenny,  Lauren C.,  Rachel R., Debbie R.,  Dr. & Linda  J., Julia L., Betty & Grant T., Lana G., Kristi S., Viki P., Suzanne & Isaac M., Abigail R., Josh H., Jodi H., Kristin D., Katie H., Peggy & Mike M., Christina & Drew H., Mert & Byron T., Carly & Matt F., Mike B., Leah B., Dave M., JJ B., Ryan R., Andrea & Renee & Elise R., Jeff C., Heather E., Nick W., Tim S.,  Lily, Bethany E., Jordan H., Dan & Jen B., Sarah & Drew B., Dan & Jane M., Aaron B., Nick & Angel C., Stacia G., Nicole W.,  Trevor W., Mark R. Lisa V., Rayanna M., Davidsmeiers, John H., Mike H., Scott A., Shelley A., Jim R., The rest of my Grace Church family, Rich E. & the other Tuesday night runners.

Thank you for asking, and thank you for listening. Thank you also for bringing me up to speed on events in your life; in some ways I feel like I never left (except I just experienced a whole year in 5 weeks). If I had a conversation with you and nothing coherent came out of my mouth, it is probably because I had already used my quota of words for the day. This summer was exhausting, yet incredibly rewarding.

I’m thankful for all the places I’ve been this summer:

  • West Chicago (Home sweet home!!)
  • Decatur, IL
  • Warren Dunes in Michigan
  • Friendship, WI (college retreat)
  • Rockford, IL
  • Wichita, KS
  • Evanston, IL
  • Milwaukee, WI
Family

Family - it was good to be home.

dunes

David jumps off the dune in Michigan

sunrise wi

Sunrise at the lake in Wisconsin (college group retreat)

Suzanne's wedding

Suzanne & Isaac - wedding in Wichita

German fest

German fest in Milwaukee

play

Connection, relaxation, and some play time. That was my summer.

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